2012.01.09
awake since 4am, eyes dry, kitten going crazy, so thirsty, late for work, forgetting things I repeated to myself over and over not to forget, falling in love with words, hungry, why am I always like this? I see no color. I feel no wind. I know it’s there. lectures and let downs, cheerios, yogurt, mountains in the background. I live near the beach but I have not been to it yet. this is where I’m meant to be, right?